Thursday, August 28, 2008

What prompted me to start this blog?

I'm not sure exactly. Lord knows I spend enough time on the computer. I may as well share my thoughts with whoever will listen. So this is my first official "blog".

I'm not sure how often I'll keep up with it, but (as most people who know me well enough know) I like to voice my opinion and tell people what I'm thinking. So here goes.

I spend most of my days in my pajamas, sitting in a dirty house, listening to The Wiggles (or some other kids show) while my 19 month old daughter plays and generally gets on my nerves. Don't get me wrong, I love her to pieces and she is the best thing in the world! But....she's still a kid and let's face it....kids can be annoying sometimes.

Even though I wouldn't change anything for the world, I sometimes miss the freedom I once had. For instance, I miss being able to take a nap whenever I damn well please. I miss going to the movies. I miss having uninterrupted conversations with my husband and friends. But....those days are over (for now) and I'm generally okay with that.

I say 'generally' because, in addition to the normal woes of parenthood, I am dealing with Postpartum Depression.

So I guess that's why I started blogging. To get things off my chest and (hopefully) help anyone else out there dealing with depression. So that's it. This isn't going to be a 'touchy-feely' blog, mostly because I'm not a 'touchy-feely' kind of person. I'm hoping that, like with everything else in my life, I can deal with this through a lot of humor and a little bit of cynicism. Or maybe I can just use it as an excuse to be lazy! ;-)

5 comments:

MissWeeza said...

And, never forget how fabulous you are!

Anonymous said...

You are indeed fabulous :)

Anonymous said...

i have a feeling this blog will be one of my favorites. ;)

Anonymous said...

You are off to a fantastic start. :hugs: my dear!

Patti said...

"Happiness is getting up in the morning, going to bed at night and doing what you want in between."

All the things you miss doing will come back as she gets older. Some of the things you miss doing, movies, conversations, etc, you will be doing with her one day and it will be wonderful. As she gets older and you look back, it will seem like she only made you crazy for a little while (until she's a teenager) and you will love being a mommy overall.

Hang in there. You are a great Mom and a wonderful daughter!